up against the wall

It's over
look out below
and I'm wasted
I still taste it
yeah it's so hard to let go
so breathe in now
and breathe it out
the forecast
a car crash
It's looking like another...
breakdown, rebound
this could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
and I can't deny your eyes
you know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all
no rewinds
no second times
and I won't break
I won't waste, everything you left behind
so don't follow
just let it go
the weather's, been better
don't let it be another...
all the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own
all the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone
and all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
and all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this
(NEVER LOVED AT ALL)

YOU FUCKED UP MY LIFE

I’m sick of always hearing
all the sad songs on the radio
all day it is there to remind
an oversensitive guy
that he’s lost and alone
yeah
I HATE our favourite restaurant
our favourite movie
our favourite show
we would stay up all through the night
we would laugh and get high
and never answer the phone
I can’t forgive
can’t forget
can’t give in
what went wrong? ‘cause you said this was right
YOU FUCKED UP MY LIFE
I’m sick of always hearing
sappy love songs on the radio
this place, it’s fucking cursed
in it’s plague
and I can never escape
when my heart, it explodes
I can’t forgive
can’t forget
can’t give in
what went wrong?
‘cause you said this was right
you fucked up my life

☺

Si me cansé de cansarme no fue por otario, ni fue por corsario,
ni fue por amargo, ni bueno, ni fiel.
Fue por ver: qe todos la hacen, que todos la toman,
la venden, la roban y después se morfan sin asco.. la mejor miel.
Si me canse de esperar,
fue porque mi tiempo no curó ni una herida.
Si me cansé de olvidar,
fue porque el olvido es la ''pastilla suicida''.
Si me cansé de perdonar, fue porque cuando duele nunca, nunca, nunca se olvida. Si me cansé de mentir,
fue porque la verdad lastima solo al principio.
Si me cansé de dormir,
fue porque al ''sueño'' no lo sueño dormido.
Si me cansé de asistir,
fue porque asistiendo o no asistiendo siempre empezaron sin mí.
Si me cansé de obedecer, de ser correcto.
Me corresponde ser obediente a mi parecer.
Y hoy me doy cuenta que padeciendo también me canso
siempre que no pertenezca voy a pertenecer.
Si me cansé de ceder,
fue porque cediendo te vas muriendo en vida.
Si me cansé de llorar,
fue porque en las lágrimas no encontré salida.
Si me cansé de siempre correr,
fue porque muchas cosas las perdí por correr noche y día.
Si me cansé de mirar,
fue porque mirando ví una vez a la muerte.
Si me cansé de perder, fue porque una vez me desangré por perderte.
Si me cansé del culo cerrar fue por el hambre,
el miedo a la guerra y a la fría soledad.

Heels Over Head

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound
Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me