my heroine

the drugs began to peak
a smile of joy arrives in me
but sedation changes to panic and nausea
and breath starts to shorten
and heartbeats pound softer.
You wont try to save me You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.
You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself.

POV

I'm Getting tired of asking,
This is the final time,
So did I make you happy?
Because you cried an ocean,
But there's a thousand lines,
About the way you smile,
Written in my mind,
But every single word's a lie.
I never wanted everything to end this way,
But you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey.
I swore to you that I would do my best to change,
But you said it don't matter,
I'm looking at you from another point of view,
I don't know how the hell I fell in love with you,
I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do.
Is this a sign from Heaven,
Showing me the light?
Was this supposed to happen?
I'm better off without you,
So you can leave tonight,
And don't you dare come back and try to make things right,
'Cause I'll be ready for a fight, yeah.
I never wanted everything to end this way,
But you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey.
I swore to you that I would do my best to change,
But you said it don't matter,
I'm looking at you from another point of view,
I don't know how the hell I fell in love with you, I'd never wish for anyone to feel the way I do.

HYPNOTIZED

I feel like I've been here once before
Threw my bags through the door and in the road
I came home to find them on the floor
And as the rain began to pour I got cold
And I tried to compromise But you kept telling me all these lies
Now i don't get to say my last goodbyes
Goodbye to you've been wasting all my time
You're no longer mine now you've left me
I can't seem to get you off my mind
That's when i realised you had me hypnotized
Why am I now living on my own?
She keeps inviting people home all the time
Why am I still paying for her phone?
When all the luxuries she owns should be mine!
Now I start to wonder why
You shrug me off when i say hi
You treat me so bad Despite how hard I try!
Goodbye to you've been wasting all my time
You're no longer mine now you've left me
I can't seem to get you off my mind
That's when i realised you had me hypnotized
Boy you can't hold me back no more
You're not even worth me writing

lyrics for
We had something good together
Did you think you were being clever
To throw me out in awful weather

How do I forget you now?
I can't get you off my mind
That's when i realised you had me hypnotized!
Goodbye to you've been wasting all my time
You're no longer mine now you've left me
I can't seem to get you off my mind
That's when i realised you had me HYPNOTIZED.